midnight eyes, read "vacancy"

2006-11-05T20:36:00.000-08:00

HELLO, after carrot's post.

I'm moving.

My eighteenth birthday marks a livejournal beginning.
I shall try to STOP posting sales posts in my LJ, but bear with me.

CARROT'S POST

2006-11-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

html-dummy: "it's officially my first time blogging. I feel the power of Gayle Goh.

Like the comprehension said, i have the power to influence the masses with my words of wisdom. Indeed. Indeed.

We're in the midst of our A levels now and we have about 3 weeks left till the 23rd of Nov. and i hope tiffany studies really hard.

Every day that passes now would mean that we are one day closer to the 6th of December. =) Every day that passes now would also mean that it is one day closer to TIFFANY's BIRTHDAY. EVERYBODY PLEASE REMEMBER HER BIRTHDAY EVEN THOUGH ITS RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR A LEVELS. THANKYOU.

I've had enough of this blogging thing and its back to where i started from. goodnight.

2006-10-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

Like, YAY :)
Please don't tell me it's ugly idon'twantoknow
Exam blues pepping :)

ARGH the printer eees not working.
And to think I spent half an hour typing about Bianca
and dragging the paper out of the printer only to discover the 'eject paper' function.
(my knuckles are sore)

2006-10-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

Yes, so i wanted to set up a new LJ and MOVE.
But i am just toooooo lazy :D

Check out my bag + shoe loot.
No, it's not for sale except maybe the black pointies. and the black&silver bag from Mossimo.
And maybe the guess bags in the future if I ever get to upgrade.

I am such a a a a a a a idontknowwhat.
Hahaha i shop too much, seriously.
Yes this is on my LJ as well.
It's to remind me to STOP BUYING AND START SAVING.

How much I've been spending remains a secret. zzzzip.

2006-10-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay I know I promised carrot that I would do my work.

But LJ surfing is 34262392350times more interesting!

I swear it's so funny the way he uses the word 'tata' - it's like a scolding mother!

Okay anyway I am here to word vomit!
Hahah nothing in particular but the world is so unfair
Why is it that xxxx can be Sooooooo skinny + have boobs? (ahh, no it's not jamie)
Okay I just told everyone my insecurities dontpickonme
Okay you can actually I'm used to it and Charissa says I'm the airport runway & hump ANYWAY.

Today was the last day of school,
as usual I look like great in all the photos (yaright)
and oh i lovelovelove 2aa2
:)

Bye Bye NL, I am going to miss you so much!
I'm abit tired, will post photos tomorrow after baccalaureate (however you spell that)
(hahah now everyone knows i cannot spell)
Because I will be wearing contacts and I'll make sure I don't have 60s hair.

Oh Mr Ngoei is fantastic he made me feel like I actually have hope today
Hahah Ms Sng too, she said 'Of course all of you will get straight As'
How matter-of-fact.

When I got D FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
(tirade of Fs)
Nah okay :) MOVE ONNNN.

Ya anyway Mr Ngoei gives me incontinence
And he just made me feeel soooo good about turning 18
Because apparently 6mths after you turn 18 your body goes down the drain
(Oh great I had better stop downing bars of chocolate like drinking water)

Explains why I'm getting so pudgy and losing my mussel.

This is a CRAP long post.
Ahh Yoshua, I miss you! (No Josh is definitely not my boyfriend, he is someone else's ;))
But we haven't caught up in quite abit, operation rescue xxxxx tomorrow!

Something about Blogger: I want to change but I'm too HTML un-savvy to change to anything else. Oh i am sad :( It is taking SOOOO long to upload my pictures!

Oh why is Fort Minor in my iTunes singing about pressure and pain!

2006-10-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

Decided to post because I have been a real TATA :(
b-b-b-b-b-b-b-bitch

So this is my form of word vomit.
Catharsis.
Whatever.

You arent worth my gray matter
(Lord knows, I havent enough to go around)

Im going off to do my work now,
best of luck to me.

GAAAWD. Lantern Fest OOOH

Just Like Heaven

2006-09-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

show me how you do that trick, the one that makes me scream
the one that makes me love
(she said)
and threw her arms around my neck
show me how you do it,
and i promise you
"i'll run away with you"

Excludability should not happen because you believe yourself to be better than the other person. That is pure exclusiveness.

Excludability ought to happen, when you know you do not like the person and have bad thoughts about her!

"You're not cool enough" - that's not a reason.

2006-09-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

And so the shit hits the fan.

I'm not so much disappointed with my results,
as I am angry with myself.

I'm not stupid,
just very, very unmotivated.

Another thing - senior's night.
What a laugh.
I'm too tired to care,
leave me alone.

Perhaps another day,
when I feel like Little Miss Sunshine.

2006-09-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

it has probably been about 54683829 years since i updated.
and to think i used to update just about every single day!

life is great right now,
i'm okay with every single one of my friends, oh is love.

sometimes life can be VERY rosy indeed.
but i'm just waiting for it to throw something at me,
because fairytales don't happen to normal people.

life is difficult :)

on the other hand, with all that MSN upgrading,
they really ought to do something about the fonts.
i strongly believe that in conversations, we ought to be allowed to italicize.

hands up all those who agree with me!

i really should blog more often.
writing rubbish helps to soothe me.

let this go on forever

2006-05-22T19:14:00.000-07:00

How Very Surreal.

i was lost between the world of 'okays',

but now i am, truly, without my fingers crossed, okay.

emotionally better now,

but i believe that is a memory that i will never be able to live through again.

on the other hand,

it comforted me very, very much, when josh turned up with his worried face.

he had run the whole way.

friends. there's nothing very much else i can say about the whole issue, because i have nothing to say.

funny how every word that previously washed over you has suddenly metamorphed into daggers with sharp edges.

i'm starting to question my validity.

it's like i wrote, every note with my own fingers

2006-05-19T05:37:00.001-07:00

today,
a friend described me as "unguarded".

it made me think a lot.
am i so open to the extent that this openness becomes negative?

i treat all my friends the same,
guys and girls alike.

perhaps i am too naive,
perhaps i should think twice the next time before i do something.
perhaps my instinct overpowers any semblance of sensible thought.

what i am trying to say is,
am i loose?
do i mingle around too freely

should i not treat tom dick and harry like mary and jane

i don't know.
you tell me.

i do not do it intentionally, but it's just that i go along my feelings.
maybe this behaviour cannot be explained,
maybe as my friend you should accept that this is the way i am.
(not to anyone in particular)

i just want to puke my guts out.

2006-05-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

YAY dad just came home :)

i think i'll try again -
though i'm a wreck,
i really can't explain it but i -
i hear the music when i look at you

i'm so in love with you

today is Mother's Day!
thank you Josh for appreciating my sincerity.
even though I have no idea if you're going to read this.

actually, i feel this is rather a private blog,
because no one ever reads it.

which is good because then i can be honest.
with myself and with my friends.

"it is always good to be honest"

on a lighter note, Darren has moved to J.East

on a even lighter note, no matter how crappy you think TBS
sounds on their latest album, i am GLAD i have it.
but the lyrics -- aren't as appealing though :(

you're so sensitive, i am a machine

you throw my mind (not my heart) into a tumult,
in the end my mind says no,
because it knows better than i do.

2006-05-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

i've been very moody of late.

i can swing from irritation to happiness in a minute.

it just depends on the person i'm with.

certain things make me extremely angry,

and they aren't even things that are significant.

i guess i just get upset about the nitty gritty.

maybe it's just jamison singing to me that has got me in this state.

i miss ~~some of you~~ darren,

but i think it's pretty much time to let go

because sometimes it isn't nice to let yourself always feel like

the one that's clinging on to things.

maybe it just shows that our friendship wasn't built to last.

i can't treat you the same way that i used to, because things are different now.

i guess, you just make new friends,

and just move on with life.

but i always find it so hard to move on.

i let myself get used to the person too much.

this is getting too personal.

2006-05-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

what i personally DO NOT like about this whole blog is the SUPERFICIALITY of their whole "SO-CALLED" relationship. colin is not too bad but that fucking TWITTY keropiii is enough to make me barf out yesterday's lunch honestly. and thanks to him, colin's starting to put those ABSOLUTELY-UNNECESSARY 'x's and 'z's. LOVE-SICK shits.

i'm keroberos not keropi. is tis my blog or yours? if you think you're so good with your english, go create a blog and seeks your own crowd of attention over there. i dont need any attention, especially shallow asshole like you. do you think the whole world is under the command of yours? who do you think you are? some sorta superstar? or government? juz a freakin passerby. pls pass off fast~

-from colinandkero

omg i thought the above was seriously hilarious. hahah! mr ngoei was just talking about
keropi yesterday. anyway it's things like these that keep
the sick sane :)

major PLUS entertainment value.

2006-04-30T05:46:00.000-07:00

i watched mrs henderson presents
today.

nudity involved, no doubt, but it was more a form of art really.
it was very enjoyable,
i must say, because of the quaint use of language in the movie.

being sick lets you lie in bed without anyone bothering you about homework.
although i would much rather be well.

i don't have very much to say because my brain is more or less cooked,
but everyone must listen to the mixed tape by jack's mannequin!

2006-04-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

i really am a superficial bitch.

but thank you mappy, mark and ruiwen,

for making things seem clearer.

there is something inherently wrong with

my sense of direction in these past one and a half years.

you know, they always say

it's inner beauty that counts, but

what if you just can't see past the outer shell?

i'm not drop dead gorgeous

or anything resembling that of the above,

so i really should change my attitude - seriously!

and i'm not prepared for my a levels.

clad in a electric blue shirt and jeans,

you look good enough to eat.

it's just terrible to have such a immense crush on a boy

who you hardly even know.

just because his hair flops perfectly over his face,

doesn't mean ANYTHING.

like i said, superficial bitch.

2006-04-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

as always, after a good korean drama,

it leaves you feeling empty and dissolute.

it leaves you pondering.

some may think it's bimbo talk but it really makes you question

is love -- REALLY like that?

will i meet someone who will pander to my every need?

if i call, will he come running?

why does her situation seem so much like mine?

why doesn't he do something?

will i be like her -- old and mateless and grasping, grabbing desperately

at a man whose heart no longer belongs to me?

i believe these are very real and substantial questions.

maybe not now, but someday you'll be asking yourself that.

i don't know why i've suddenly become so concerned with

matters of the heart, but i do believe it's the sense of urgency

and anxiety that propels you along, when you see the sudden influx

of all the people around you holding hands and your good friends staying

back in school just to wait for the one person.

it's sweet, really, sometimes you just wish you had something to commit to.

at others, you don't need no pants ;)

i promise that the next time i blog,

it won't be about L.O.V.E

OR AT LEAST,

i will try :)

2006-04-03T17:16:00.000-07:00

It doesn't help that my back is just about killing me,

but I barely have enough energy to straighten up.

HUHH.

i need to get out of the house

and be young again.

anyone knows where to get those

thin pieces of foam? or some form of padding?

life is so boring without aa2.

in case you were wondering about the previous post,

i'm not lovesick.

really, now.

2006-03-30T05:15:00.000-08:00

To your eyes that shine like diamonds in my sky

To your voice that sings to my heart

I praise thee,

thou art The most Beautiful boy.

And when I find you,

I'll put your palm against mine,

And I'll never let you go.

You are the string to my kite,

The water that runs deep through my stream,

and for a hundred years this feeling will bury itself in my soul.

How can I stand here,

and not be moved by you?

The most Beautiful boy --

you love me more than I do you.

2006-03-29T05:56:00.000-08:00

THIS IS ME

there is something wrong with my blog.
the html is screwed.

for the past few entries i have been ignoring this,
hoping it'll go away.
but this little bug has chosen to stay.

nevermind, i will blog about my mundane life once again.

i must say,
yesterday made me a very sad girl.
i literally cried my heart out.

no, no emotional (oh my boyfriend broke up with me,
oh why does he not like me)
NO.
i was just feeling really lousy about myself,
and about my dad being so crabby.

sometimes i think the man needs a pill,
he has highly fluctuating personalities.

one minute i'm a princess,
the next i'm a maid.

how the great and mighty fall.

today we got back our SEA papers.

Hallelujah, God really is good.

I'm so bummed now,

I think I might just collapse on the spot and die.

I apologise for the lack of intellect and engagement in this post.

2006-03-18T21:24:00.000-08:00

yes,
the voices in my head echo that of karina's
"nostalgia"

it was so long ago that we ran through those very halls.

gee, i do miss my friends :(

especially jo, who has disappeared since the night of prom.

( i suspect she's likely to pop in one of my Life! pages anytime soon)

okay, this has motivated me to call for another of our get togethers.

the last time we met was when whaaaa - michie went away!

(J) KIANG IF YOU READ THIS I MISS YOU
AND JUN TOO

AND JACQ AND XP (heehee, i put it in code so no one will discover your former identity)

AND ADE

AND AME

AND JQ REE DORA !!!

( i even miss evon too)

when will our hearts beat as one ;

again?

2006-03-03T10:53:00.000-08:00

is it my fault ;
that things are not the same between us?
my inherent sarcasm and the cutting comments?
i apologise, perhaps you will never see this but then again
from the heart comes great volumes.

it doesn't feel right having this wall between us
but sometimes i feel comfortable
being just where i am.

we used to be so happy.

2006-02-28T00:46:00.000-08:00

i must say,
i am very much amused by the general reponse of sporeans

to what, you may ask?
why, none other than tammy and her sexcapade.

spent some time blog hopping, viewing comments,
the like.

Sex sells, i say.
without being abashed or shy about it,
fellow citizens openly declare their avid interest in The Clip.

"do you know where to get the clip?"
seems to be the thought on most minds.

"wah this tammy videoclip damn hot sia"
(for those that managed to get their paws on it)

jump on the bandwagon, fellers,
it's time to earn yourself a quick buck!

SCAVENGERS, like vultures circling around
as they slowly watch tammy bleed her slow and painful death.

the world's first unintentional (underpaid) porn star

i suppose now i'll join google's list of websites under the search word
"tammy".

a thousand hits coming my way, baby!

2006-02-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

why does my heart remain calm,
when you hold my hand?

no quickening of the pulse,
no sudden rush of blood to the head.

a strange word,
emotion,
that is.

if only you knew how she once loved you.
maybe then you would have given her
your heart ;
the one thing she most desired.

she will wait for you,
an hour, a day, a week, a month, for years to come.
until you notice her,
the wallflower of your life.

God, won't you make this fairytale last forever?
she wants him to love her,
more than she ever did him.

love is a many splendoured thing,
i say this once again.

maybe i wished our love apart

2006-02-12T02:54:00.000-08:00

i love them all.

except when their boyfriends get whipped out.
(but i love their boyfriends too!)

jac and i agree this is highly numbing and traumatic.

eighteen years and counting.

whilst trying to balance on 5 inch heels,
sam wobbles and laughs and i try and steady myself,
alas, we nearly go down.

take note, i am no boyfriend.

overflow of jack daniels + boredom = on a high

tsk.
highlight of the night must have been,
"BULLSHIT!"

she yelled.

ooh, i love her that darling girl :D

highly unpredictable.
gosh, the competition was so rigged.

jac, you totally deserved to win.
welcome to the world of modelling ;
and the doors open.

2006-02-05T03:30:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO CLEAR ALL THIS PLEASE PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY :D

name your price.

i am seriously, seriously DESPERATE.

2006-02-02T08:04:00.000-08:00

i met someone while i was in India.

there was only a glass panel separating us,

and the only physical difference was the color of our skin,

but he was carrying a stack of newspapers,

thin and meek, barely 6.

a world of difference,

the world of difference.

and as we stopped the car,

he ran towards us and desperately shoved newspapers through the window.

he shoved, we shoved them back.

until he ran out of energy,

his pleading eyes drained of hope,

he slowly gathered back the India Times,

and wept.

2006-01-31T02:00:00.000-08:00

i swear there is something inherently wrong with me.
faint.
there is something inherently wrong with the photo as well ;
barbie dolls do not make good friends.

CNY was such a letdown,
i suffer from a lack of good food
and a surplus of junk.

why do i keep dreaming

encased in dust,
and frailty

take your soul along for the ride,
and make each trip your crucible

Love is No Big Truth

indeed, indeed.
so speaketh the Kings Of Convenience

The bold web of twisted lies and our fate lies ahead
what awaits us?

2006-01-25T05:54:00.000-08:00

1638 (:

"i mean, we're all elitist"

"you bitch"

-bursts of laughter

lunch with three of the most exhilarating people was just fantastic.

i tell you, it rocks being in the company of the intelligentsia

what can i say, a new hybrid.

it makes you feel so at home,

so wanted

and she sat and she sighed

but her problems stayed

but she decided

she'd had enough of them

and she blew it away

away on a cloud

2006-01-22T09:04:00.000-08:00

he wants to let her go, but he can't

she wants him to let her go, but he won't listen

oh, the miserable nature of human kind.

learn to live, love and let go

2006-01-21T08:55:00.000-08:00

Dear friends, if you do see this, and YOU WANT IT, please tell me.
prices are negotiable, and you can email me at twigleted_@hotmail.com
i feel so cheap.
okay you gotta be a size 8, and you should just about fit.
i'm just not a pink person.

2006-01-09T23:46:00.000-08:00

it's so funny how someone can take up 75% of your time,

and yet for that same someone, you take up 0.01% of her, or his, time.

that's when you know it ain't ever going to be right between the both of you.

if life could be all about "if-you-want-it-you'll-have-it",

it would be perfect,

but it wouldn't be life,

and the whole human cycle would be sorely disrupted. gone haywire, kaput.

that's why God created things this way,

you have to work for them.

and sometimes, even if you do,

you don't get the things you want.

but you always know that He has in mind another plan for you.

well, the first week of school was very, very interesting.

amidst a host of exciting events and 8 free periods,

we managed to catch up, hang out, and meet new people (:

"seriously?"

-with a look of disbelief

"his sister?"

alas, we were left stranded by the pool.

this letter written on black paper

it never found your eyes

;

we are so last year

2005-12-24T22:41:00.000-08:00

the sermon was not inspiring,

the worship was not uplifting.

i wonder if the fact that dan was not here this year exaggerated the situation.

or the fact that there was no shrill laughter ringing in the corridors this year.

it's strange, isn't it?

Christmas

i.e, the atmosphere of warmth and geniality

of past and present, of thanksgiving, of love

but this year, it was different.

for Eliza, for Dil, for Ben, for Ben, for the Two Sisters

i can't say as much for Tim and Dan, they're off a few hundred miles away.

Gosh, i miss you guys.

i don't quite know how to put it into words but

even though this Christmas didn't exactly quite meet our expectations,

Merry Christmas all the same.

Perhaps, next year it will be different,

different, and better.

i just want you for my own,

more than you could ever know,

make my wish come true,

all i want for Christmas,

is You.

pause.

Exactly Who Do I Want For Christmas?

2005-12-09T23:26:00.000-08:00

Correction, when i said, i will not spend anytime thinking about The Boys,

i believe only i know what i meant.

gee, it seems so extremely cowardly and contradictory,

retracting back what i said. then again, did i?

x'mas is around the corner.

AND i'm kind of broke.

there are SO many things that i want to buy --

for myself.

okay there are some things that i would like to buy for others

but christmas is not about presents or whatnot,

rather, it is about God.

i find it rather amusing that people claim that christmas is about --

what was that again?

dancing and drinking and being naughteh

yes, that was it.

by all means,

intepret christmas the way you want

i think drinking and dancing is fine,

as part of the celebrations,

but it is most definitely not centred around that.

it's really a time to commemorate the birth of Christ.

how easily us human beings stumble and fall.

i know we're different in some ways,

but forget that now and run away

i see you everyday, i know

good for me, yeah I love you so

good for me?

2005-12-04T02:57:00.000-08:00

i am looking forward to spending a night with christine dearest,
but perhaps i will not be able to make it.

unlike certain other friends,
she, although she does have that special someone,
is able to fish out time for me.

although,
that time will be spent watching her dear boyfriend sing. play the guitar.

it really is a wonder,
that world of lost souls entwined in each other's arms.

selling your soul for love, i call it.

then again, who am i to judge?
call me jealous and ignorant.
i will not flinch.

that is not to say i do not find it blissfully sweet,
it's like finding a basket with a pair of white (white!) snoozing newborn puppies.

we do not hate each other at all, not at all now (:

i gotta have that warm steamboat on a rainy wintry night soon.
although singapore never has any wintry nights.

because i have not been dutifully hammering away at my keyboard for some time,
there are a few things that i would very much like to say.
but that shall keep.

have yourself, a merry little christmas

the new year will not be spent poring over any of The Boys, not at all.
THAT is my new year resolution.
instead i will keep faithfully to my books and my best girlfriends.

teenage love, my friends, is overrated.

Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, a ring
i don't mean on the phone, Santa baby,
and hurry down the chimney tonight

2005-11-14T17:56:00.000-08:00

yes, must do 1100 words. alrighty, while waiting oh-so-patiently for angie

i will attempt to complete a week's worth (or two) of 1100 words.

i love the way sherman writes, on a side note

it is my fortune to have an eloquent friend such as him.

Dog Smells are good,

they should bottle it up and sell it.

there's nothing better than cuddling up with man's best friend in the freezing air conditioned room.

Sex and the City is bad for you.

but you just can't get enough of them.

one oversexed Samantha, one pollyanna, one (keeps-falling-back-into-BAD-relationships) Carrie, and one (entire-pencilcase-stuffed-up-her-ass) Miranda

oh, if only all friendships could be that perfect.

well, mine almost are

so desperately they wait for the excuse of love

2005-11-08T08:50:00.000-08:00

no matter how hard i try, i'll keep on running back to you

i love biwen and jamie, the sweetest things ever (:

thank you for making that first moment in my new year

oh, so special

thank you angie for singing me a birthday song;

and THANK YOU MR & miss sabrina

and choy and limmy

it shows that amongst the flurry of PW and OP, people still do remember.

there is, that one special person though, no make that two,

you could give me my best present ever.

and thank you God for sending me to earth, for this wonderful life you have blessed me with.

i hope you choke on every word

you spoke to me

some magical, sleep inducing fantasy

my very own make believe

no wait, i take that back

2005-10-31T20:47:00.000-08:00

a vague sense of irritation and hate
wow, that's powerful

i could slap you across the face and it wouldn't even hurt
no, at this point i wouldn't even wince inside.

things are getting boring.

2005-10-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

hmm, what's worse than having to take supplementary papers next year?

knowing that i'll continue sinning for the rest of my life

seeing a song on someone else's blog
a song you adore, a band you adore
but the - someone else - unfortunately, you do not

i'm really tired
i'm really sick of laughing at people
makes me feel really, really bad
but i know i'll go back to doing it
sometimes i feel like melting into the ceiling or the sky
becoming part of it wouldn't be such a bad thing, really

all i want to do is collapse into bed now
i'm being a real miaow

don't ever want to go to school
ever, ever never forever

i miss sam.

i don't want to do history
i don't want to do economics
can i please do lit, alone, please?

she's perfect in her own way
smoke rings rising to the winter grey
she's perfect in her own way
shining, stepping off a silver train

have you ever wanted to be her?
i know i never will want to be

2005-10-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder why i confuse myself
if i could just get rid of all these extra people in my life

i wonder if things could be different

"it's me and the moon," she says
anyway jamie, don't be sad dumbledore died.
about half the world has gotten over it already.

how nice it would be if i could just sit on a cloud all day
sit, and listen to my pod

the rising tide will not let you forget me

shoot, it's one in the morning
no lyrics floating about for me to catch

2005-10-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

i'm lying, just to keep you here
guess what, i'm getting married

hello beautiful, i've finally met you
but i guess it's more or less impossible because you're only about 10, 000 million miles away
plus, you don't even know i exist

well, i can dream, can't i?

i don't know if she'll ever read this,
but i miss you
indeed, i've been missing my past life of late

everything was less complicated, then

just a side thought,
men think of sex every eight minutes on average.

how long would you sit here and watch me waste my tears
before you walk away
i love your average face

2005-09-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

tell me, why do bush and kelly have to coexist

WHY WHY WHY

why does the heart say one thing, and the mind,

another?

sigh, today was such a wasted day, except for 1aa2 (biwen + jamie).

i know, i have insufficient energy to blog,

but i would just like to say that they are my rays of sunshine when everything seems so unsure.

please let me fly away on your zephyr

fly me to LA where i can stay in your big house

and watch you leave, and come back

i miss you

sometimes, i wonder if things could have been better.

if it could have all been different

had we been more mature and less playful

and had i actually started listening to you.

the titanic awaits

stop staring me in the eye, ruthless

delirium's soothing me

i'll keep your words close to me

violation's a victory

just close your eyes go to sleep

2005-09-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

some people clearly do not have eyes to see

and by some people (by request), i should not mention their names BUT

i am dearly tempted to.

why can't we fall in love with the ones we want to?

the rage is going to build up all weekend, and by the time monday comes i will be a bull.

we could have been

instead of accidental running always running

why can’t you believe

2005-09-18T02:43:00.000-07:00

oh crap, today's my brother's birthday
and we have to eat (eeeeew, gross food)
i hate my maid's cooking.

i'm sorry, but it's EVIL.
and did i mention, it's also loaded with 4765098235987 calories.
thereabout.

i'm going to puke my guts out.
i feel so cheated of a yummy dinner, shikes.

now that i'm dead to you, dear
you can slip those bullets back in your lips where they seethe
you were the one to gun our love straight down
like a stone in a river

2005-09-10T22:48:00.000-07:00

tasteofchaos :D

wowee.

first i gotta pass my promos first and see if i can go to the land of Oz

God, you really gotta reach your hand in and pull me out of this awesomely deep rut.

This time, it's serious. You can tell by the capital letters, GASP

went over to ame's house the past two days.

gosh, i miss loyalty so much.

especially ade, ame, jo, jaycue, dora, ree, JUNEYI, jiang, jacq /:

actually i only miss them. teehee

i hate you.

sorry, that was on impulse, and hate may be too strong a word.

rather, i do not love you anymore. simpleasthat

it's amazing how some people have grown so dear to me,

and others have just faded away.

this is a reminder to keep close to heart those which i love and adore.

and it's over;

but just started

the blood stained the carpet

her heart like a crystal

she's lucid and departed

2005-08-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

last night was such a fairytale (:

minus the stomachache

-squirms

no, nothing to do with my beloved one (if i DO actually have one)

getting down on one bended knee and proposing,

that is so not a fairytale at this point in my life,

BUT

some things are just meant to be kept to ourselves.

green and orange is awesome!

okay, looking forward to another mugging session with jamie (:

it's amazing, how we never bore each other. only because we're really funny "jooolene"

lizards look like little spidermen

WHY! :D his name is jason.

0.28s :D

i tried to please but only wound down on my knees

refusal to comply it ends in dissension from the self

an anchor to hell the vessel rests light on the shell

your grade school blasphemy is making my skin crawl

2005-08-21T04:42:00.000-07:00

so anyway, i'm just sitting here,
waiting for you to come home and turn me on

awwwww.
naw, i'm sitting here, eating my tanjong rhu pao

which has bits of fat cleverly concealed in red war paint.

i think i've swallowed quite a bit already.

really for me, history has come to a point where it does not really matter to me.

but this was not what i came to talk about

it never really hit me,
the down syndrome thingmajig problem

even though i was the one who suggested the project.

we really are lucky, no matter how cliche that sounds.

thank the Lord above for all this he has given to us,
and think about all those mentally handicapped people out there --
it's truly heartbreaking, their stories.

well, that was not intended.
rather i hoped to make a grand speech instead of fumbling for words to put my point across.
oh well :D

tough luck.

by the way my thumbdrive is flashing along to the beat of oasis.
just thought you might be interested.

bye bye beautiful
don't bother to write
disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down
Face step, step down

2005-08-16T05:29:00.000-07:00

GEN AND ME (:

as jabie would say,

today was -

in short, 'wicked awesome'.

looking forward to tomm.

'now i'm stronger, than yesterday'

-steps up on the chair and does a chair trick

really, cheap thrills.

just a random thought, do lizards and cockroaches have a God?

like, do they pray?

God of insects please send me salvation in the form of a yummy juicy fly and I will pledge my undying devotion to you for the rest of my pitiful life. Amen.

penny for your thoughts.

The Literature Of War is beckoning.

So is Deng Xiaoping and the Idiot Bush.

Academics make me Formal.

Someone needs exercise.

Natalie, it turns out that your were just my sick little fantasy

so I tried to pry you from my head

now look at me

it appears as if i've injured myself severely, yeah

but like the doctor said you were always dead

2005-08-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

today has been an awesomeeeee day (:

but that's all i shall say about it.

i realise i like giving people things,

i'm not trying to promote myself here but it makes me feel like a fairy.

i think i must stop my habit of pointing and laughing at people.

it's very rude.

i'm going to become a N.E.R.D!

so many tutorials

GRRRR

but i still like school.

i'm glad i got to see the Boy today,

even though technically he is not that anymore.

peanutbutter and chocolate

will you be my peanutbutter baby

SLURP.

i wonder what it would be like to be gay and a boy.

in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star

a constellation of frustration driving hard

singing my thoughts back to me,

and watching heartache on TV

2005-08-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

i was just thinking of my baby.

sigh.

i hate it when something important gets taken away from me.

i must say, this national day has been a pretty great one.

even though the only work i did was slack work. BUT STILL (:

it's amazing, really, the amount of complaining i do

and the endless sleep i get

not to forget the continuous daydreaming

i think i need to snap out of it.

promos are in what? 50 days? pausepause.

time to get that ass working.

inside this vacant made-up plastic life

only your heart survived

for one last cry

2005-08-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

i wonder,

what my condition would be called.

non-commitalis

that's all i have to say,

for once.

just a random passing thought.

someone doesn't feel like angsty lyrics today.

well, maybe a line.

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams,

maybe then you'd know how i feel

2005-08-06T03:13:00.000-07:00

There was a cluster of butterscotch-skinned Latino boys with lots of over-styled facial hair arranged balletically at the bar, waiting to be wined, dined and sixty-nined.

gives off a faint scent of whore, does it not?

in place of my urgent list of homework calling out to me,

i have decided ( and completed ) reading a book.

one i have not done in a very long time. excruciatingly long.

this time, my choice of books stray to self-mutilation, psychotic kids in the Unit,

what a very dark choice.

but commendingly better than the usual chick lit

with a far better range of titles as well.

i shall bring blogging about my life to a stop;

i have ceased altogether to have any miniscule idea of what one would call a 'life'.

this is bad, tiff too tired to go out?

yes, unfortunately.

fbts seem to be my preferred choice of late.

we're just the boys and girls that think they always know

when this is for the world

the ambiguity shows

2005-08-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER.

SAM, DON'T LAUGH, IT ISN'T NICE.

2005-07-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

today's topic: young tai tais and their domestic helpers

i would like to say that

some of them ( not all ) are downright rude to their helpers.

and this stunning revelation occured to me only today.

oh, how blind has thou been to the menaces of society.

i will NEVER sink to the ranks of -

well, bloodsucking, money laundering young things clambering to find some rich old fart or young fart,

whatever floats your boat -

and still having the audacity to oh-so-loudly

chide ( if i may even call it that, more like embarass ) their helpers in public.

i mean, at least their helpers are working!

while they just sit around looking pretty.

and they aren't even that hot, seriously

OVERRATED

so perfectly paced below the mirror

arriving late, you clean the debris

and walked into the angry sea

it felt just like falling in love, again

2005-07-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

well,

i have two more minutes to complete this post,

before the chinese melodrama starts at uhm seven.

so anyway, i'm going for winter's wedding this saturday.

period.

feeling pretty top-notch today,

i ran 5.1 k on the treadmill ( well, it's considerably better than nothing )

and yes,

my baby is gone ):

okay two minutes are up but i think they're still singing the song.

excuse the depression.

this is too good to miss.

in muddy grass we stand side by side

with our knuckles interlocked

black dresses flood the cemetery

in this cliche tragedy

2005-07-22T19:24:00.000-07:00

i think it's really great we can all click,

and i love polka dots (:

yesterday was suchablast!

oh alright so we stayed back to do our work,

waited for jabie,

and our GUEST STAR came along!

whoopee!

jolene.

and then we met my twin.

she sounded rather disappointed that i was like her,

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

can't blame her on that one though!

anyway i'm all refreshed after one night in beijing

time to shoot off some work.

she greets the day with her hair wet

she asks them to vacate the building

because she's got a plan they don't know yet

and if it goes wrong, there'll be no one to see

2005-07-21T03:13:00.000-07:00

dug this out from the archives of my computer.

awww man, someone needs sentosa REAL BAD.

my eating habits are spinning out of control, seriously.

don't worry, my hair has grown back.

ICANTIEITNOW! :D

anyway, racial harmony was better than i expected.

i love my dots.

and ONEAATWO!

quit the sex bomb, however.

alone time is good.

alone time without sex bomb in the background is BETTER.

have you paused to think how traumatised i was when i woke up?

oh, little one on the other side.

dance until the band stops playing

,sing with all your might.

2005-07-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

alright,
i declare that this weekend will be rest weekend.
seriously, i scare myself when i look in the mirror.

sigh, it isn't fair sometimes.
i'm never taking another trip to malaysia again.
BAHH /:

maybe i should consider donning a sock.
don't want to scare kids.
feeling too lousy to post any out-of-this-world lyrics.
PERIOD,
meditation is needed.

2005-07-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

very upsetting that i am not refreshed today /:

we are having armadillo's lesson now.

which is pretty boring because i think he only talks to the intellectual half of the class.

that was a very long sentence

anyway i don't believe that i have to parade

STILL

so, surreal

things to do, GPP and GP articles

and SEA essayS.

judith's really good at imitating jevan.

love go go!

sorry 45 dollars :D

and you're my good feeling

i'm kneeling

inside her room she paints me blue

and you are my reason for breathing

inside her room she paints me blue, again

2005-07-11T03:44:00.000-07:00

i just felt compelled to jot something down.

for my honeymoon,

or whatever trip, my 21st birthday,

when i finish my alevels, whatever

i'm going to London.

have you ever thought that

if you were God,

you would have so many people to look after

in truth, everything would seem so minute from where he is.

i know, i'm not very smart it seems, on the outside.

i wonder what would it be if i combined my world with yours

and it slowly grew to fit everyone around the planet.

sometimes you sit on the train

i sit on the train, all you lucky buggers who get chauffeured around.

our world seems so big, but really, it's peanuts compared to everyone else.

i wonder what it would be like to be George Bush.

if you could be my punk rock princess,

i would be your garage band king

you can tell me why you just dont fit in

and how you're gonna be something

2005-07-07T03:49:00.001-07:00

jamison parker is such a genius (:

so anyway, i was thinking randomly

sometimes i wish i had chosen poly.

but my dad says,

"you're made for better things"

am i really?

do i really want to grow up like alltheothers

go to theU, get a double degree

i suppose i sound like some cynic

but really, all i want to do is FORGETABOUTSCHOOL

what if i get knocked down by a car the next day

and i spent the previous night worrying about my history term paper

WHAT A LOSER.

i wish that's what the technopunks

could really do.

this endless cycle of work is boring me out.

as any normal accquaintance of mine can tell:

tiff gets bored very easily.

just be in love,

and i'll kiss you like you've always wanted

just close your eyes,

i'll still live as if i'm dying

2005-07-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

rui wen says blog

not like anyone reads, anyway

and whatever i type is basically

well, rambles, on and off.

so anyway i figured i'm back in a girls school again

on the bright side, things are alot less complicated

hmmm, but somehow it's not as fun /:

i seriously need a CCA, and fast.

maybe i should have joined canoeing,

the HULK

i swear jolene is the cutest little girl

what a ball of laughter

think myself into being sick

write me off, give up on me

cause darling, what did you expect

i'm just off a lost cause

a long shot, don't even take this bet

2005-06-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

AND THAT'S AN A PLUS FOR YUMMY.

seriously, we need more of such mind-stimulating material.

with no perverse connotations whatsoever.

anyway, the picture's too good to be ruined by any rantings below

i thus bid my leave.

2005-06-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

GUNTHER AND THE SUNSHINE GIRLS!

OMG.

BREN, JABIE, SHERMS, and KET, ENJOY.

tiff is so upset.

they are introducing

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

to the bloody rock cd.

( actually, there's nothing very great about

my chemical romance. it's just better than the stuff they play on radio )

IF IT CAN BE CALLED ROCK

and fall out boy /:

don't even talk about it,

terms + MYSONGS hitting the airwaves

pam and jolene are very much upset as well.

so screwed for terms

it's actually quite funny

( before you get the results )

like screaming in the air

the sound for all who care

the siren rings in vain

2005-06-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

thanks for

SOTY (:

happy birthday,

ANGIE !

I Believe In Friends Forever.

cliched as it may sound.

1st of july.

a date is a date

-crosses fingers

today was just super

dinner with dan and co yesterday

it was great.

time to hit the books

swim in the smoke

the hero will drown

intoxicating beauty tears everything down

2005-06-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

and though i have trouble

expressing my emotions

this one came easy

i miss you,

i will,

and i do so love you

so we all watched

and the little girl inside each of us

she cried

and as she waved her hand

to bade her goodbye

she wished with all her heart

only for the very best

and so we sat there red eyed

and emotions flit through once in awhile.

can i lay in your bed all day

i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

2005-06-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

currently, i irritate myself.

1. i am such a procrastinator
2. i have poor organisational skills
3. i think i do useless things
4. DO ANYTHING BUT BUM AROUND
5. i really, really, really, hate myself.

for countless reasons

maybe it's just the effing weather.

feel good inc.

right, it's not working. i am not
feeling good.

especially with this bloody rash
on my bloody nose.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

there are about a million things wrong
with my face.

2005-06-10T22:49:00.000-07:00

and she's leaving soon,

one by one they all left.

it never is a great thing

to have someone you love

going away

they do come back,

sometimes,

but it ain't the same,

because they ain't a phonecall away.

and it hurts because

they aren't such a big part of your lives

no more.

i will miss you dearly,

michie.

you don't know how.

cuz all of the stars are fading away

just try not to worry you'll see them someday

take what you need and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

2005-06-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

i only want sympathy

in the form of you

crawling into bed with me

the monster has returned,

RAWR

it hurts,

it burns

i want i want i want

it's too bad sg doesn't import much

FALL OUT BOY ):

so i'm stuck at home,

till this living nightmare's over

society will not condone

you say you'll burn this city down

with stars and stripes with stars and stripes

and ask if i'll move out west with you

but i'm still thinking about the red dress

2005-06-07T10:04:00.000-07:00

unwritten law :D

woohoo

got halfway rash

BAHH

the sight of my face scares the pants off;

the mirror freaks me out.

i really don't like my face now.

and they force me to pose for pictures.

pffffffffffffffffft

no offence

but KL pretty much sucked.

but the company was goooooood (:

you're that perfect person and that's so hard to find

something's burning inside of me, obsession, depression

why won't she fall for me, obsession, depression

2005-06-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

woohoo,

hit the gym today with

DJ jabi

except i think we ate more than we actually

burnt off

sentosa with

nat, gen, angie and jabi was

SUPER !

and must i say,

i'm over The Boy (:

and i hope it lasts

that this will be the last time you see

this silver phrase:

jolene.

you are a getaway car, a rush of blood to the head

but me, i'm just the covers on top of your bed

you steer away in a rear view mirror, you make my head swim

i keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

2005-05-28T03:14:00.001-07:00

hahah

so here i am, stuck at home

bugger,

too lazy to step out of the house

to dress up,

to beg for dosh.

while everyone gets fat

on satay

i refuse, refuse to sit there and be tempted.

i wish The Boy would go away.

with june here, there's multitudes of time

too much, too much.

did you hear me holler at you

to come save me

i'm in danger

2005-05-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

i guess the more you push her away
the harder she falls

a forever hug
a forever lily

camelot was great.
sam was psycho.

she said don't,
don't let it go to your head
boys like you are a dime a dozen,
boys like you are a dime a dozen,
she said

2005-05-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

today has been the most productive day

ever

but it's really not enough

i had to do something

to retain what's left of my sanity

besides the multitude of

essays

and it's all in my head

but she's touching his - chest

now, he takes off her dress

now, let me go

2005-05-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

hahah

i think mark is really, really nice.

okay even though i got caught by mdm tham

but wth,

i think she's being really nice about it.

i think i'm actually morphing into

judgefair

radish is super nice also.

okay i shall stop using the word 'nice'

but radish didn't come today ):

woohoo

i'm john f kennedy lah

it's been so. long.

since the dots were together

BAHHHHHHH

wooopppeee, camelot's this thursday.

i'm glad jc feels super bad.

hahha. make up for it.

you could start by not gasping at my hair (:

love everywhere,

exploding, maims and blinds,

a living dance upon dead minds

2005-05-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm on official happy day :D

happy day, oh happy day

so what if i got 8 for SEA

some things just don't matter

at certain points in time

colors make me happy

and i hope they made The Boy happy too.

gonnacutcutcut my hair

STAR WARS WOOPEEDOODOO

and when he smiles;

i feel like i could run, forever

but naw, i don't think i'd like to be

invisible (:

rhetoric can't raise the dead

i'm sick of always talking when there's no change

rhetoric can't raise the dead

i'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow

2005-05-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

i think i shall make it a point to go to school

BY MYSELF FROM NOW ON

i hate the feeling of

depending on others

having to live within the time constraints

of others

i'm happy because i have a gift

a gift for someone (:

giving makes me happy

for inexplicable reasons ( which obviously,

i cannot explain )

anyway, i really miss my dots ):

BIBIBIBIBIBIBIBIBIBIBI !

being sick is a pain in the ass.

anyhow, i think

i think maybe

music makes your heart dance

and it keeps you from feeling.

and no, i'm not being a

"oh-i'm so-depressed"

i can remember,

dreamt them so vividly,

soft creatures draped in white,

light kisses gracing me

2005-05-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

i feel so defeated.

PI, PI, PI.

can't wait for june.

and i wonder if your eyes will light up

at the sound of my name

and i wonder, what's this feeling

called jealousy

or maybe when it's all over

and you say her name

like i said before, take it away,

take it away.

i watch the stars as they fall from the sky

i held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying

i feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry

2005-05-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

today has been a really BAD day

i hate i hate.

the only good part was angie and sam and charissa (:

why can't this go my way?

hey, PATRICK

happy birthday!

bikini bottom hahahah

so ayy, jewan, zouk huh :D

hahahhah

somehow these two don't click.

swensen's incident day :D

dead funny.

shall we dance?

cha cha cha was really fun on sat

v3 club plus angie and ket at night (:

kenneth is such a PSYCHO.

hey, i'll take this day by day by day

under the covers i'm okay i guess

life's too short and i feel small

2005-05-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

hapbi biday, JOSH

happy sassy, sexy sweet seventeenth

ja~~mie~~bie's here now

hurhurhurhurhurhurhurhurhur

and she's going to conk out any minute

i think my ear is bleeding

so anyway,

tiff still wants to get rid of

this feeling

irritation.

curry and jelly.

you're dying to look cute in your blue jeans

but you're plastic just like everyone

2005-05-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

have i told you

HOW MUCH I HATE STUDYING

great,

another day of studying.

thank god we went out and did some ..

uhh, unclassified stuff today

great, i'm getting fat too

jolene: i haven't seen The Boy

in a Darn Long time /:

breathe deeply from this envelope

it smells like you and I can't be

without that scent

it's filling me

with all you mean to me.

2005-05-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

jabie and i made a profound realisation

maybe the reason why we're balding

is because

of DOVE

( please don't sue me )

i know i'm switching to herbal essences.

very much cheered up,

a teaspoon of jabie,anbila and biwen cheers you up.

biwen is impressive. IMMENSELY.

dots rock (:

i am yours,

and you were mine.

2005-05-05T00:05:00.000-07:00

okay. i have nothing to add,

today i did not see the boy.

virtually, not.

and i do not see how belle enjoys

violent sex

more than normal sex.

she is that intellectual,

and i take it all back.

but i like it when you give me things

and you want to give me wedding rings

2005-05-04T03:50:00.000-07:00

i'll try to forget.

the worst part is when you fall for a character

and it's not just it's looks.

IT.

i'm like the whinest bugger on earth.

cornflakes made me come to a resolution,

a dawning revelation.

i live in notes and photographs

and everything i'm holding back

but you're the words that weren't enough

you remind me of a song i used to love

2005-05-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

i don't know,

maybe i should call him the boy

and one day i'll look back, and how silly i was.

stop staring, magic doesn't happen.

but i'm glad jamie, angie and sam came by today (:

go east on sunrise highway

turn left at carmen's avenue

go right at the first stoplight

and i'll be outside waiting for you

2005-05-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

the funny thing is.
friday was a darn grouchy day
i felt like punching everyone and just sleeping.
I WAS CRASHING.

and now i'm feeling irritated again.
yet another reminder how loser-fied i've become
-sighs

well, the bane of my existence has GOT to be.
ZITS.
i am so irritated. the weather aggravates my skin.
BAHHHH
-stompstompstompstomp
and my temper.
i have become rather snappish of late.

the highlight of the day:
V3 black razr
HO.

i was a razor
and you were the straight line

2005-04-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

bren bren bren bren bren

hahhaa :D

well, he's sending me mp3s now.

and i'm feeling random

MUSE IS KING :D

yes, we're going back to saint nicks tomm!

and after that, back to AC for satay night.

hahah today, today was fun.

i have such fun classmates (:

are HIEW stupid?

i really didn't do it ! i really didn't do it !

look, look !

i really didn't do it !

OKAY !!

for a second

i wish the tide

would swallow every inch of this city

as you gasp for air tonight

2005-04-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

you know,
i believe i am the unluckiest person alive.

hiew grant is the most intellectual peer i have to date,
and judith jacob equals as his female counterpart.
i am beginning to find it harder and harder to sustain
..
my standard of British English.

glen's offered to teach me drums,
really mature, that boy is (:

there's a fine line between academically smart
and intellectual.
wait, fine's not the right word.
more like broad.

jc will personally slaughter me if i do not attend his arts night,
bugger.

my wobbly thighs need some personal attention,
so off i zoom.

she walked into my room
when I was all alone
she told me i would date her from September till December

2005-04-24T04:29:00.000-07:00

and i have decided to link hk.

why?

because the boy's an absolute genius.

he should be the modern einstein, really

plus he plays the drums

and he can sing 'kiss me'.

i think i did not make a very wise choice of books today.

belle de jour, RUBBISH ( i might change my mind later )

but the other two appear to be promising.

i am so burnt.

it's the way,

that he makes you feel,

it's the way,

that he kisses you,

it's the way,

that he makes you fall in love

2005-04-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

my brown chocolate pool
hahah
jamie is poop hilarious.
i shall thus substitute the 's' word with poop.

i'm hooked on gatsbys american dream.
SO GOOD, (:
it's amazing what music does for you.
system system.

sam thinks i'm a loser.
i think so too.

make it hard to forget you,
make it hard to think.

the silence in black and white
falling forward as she walks toward the light

2005-04-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

i hate singtel.

the plans are like bull,

and they're overrated.

i use less and less of my phone,it seems

but the darn bill keeps escalating.

to date i owe my dad sixtytwo bucks.

WTH.

and that's for a month.

imagine how many mantous i could buy with that.

i hate singtel.

i see the world in a swirl of hues

but my favourite color is shame

2005-04-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

what the ______ ,

adi's mom is in freaking alaska!

that is not fair.

not fair at all !

what is this. a cruise to alaska

-faint and dies

hahha AC pwned YJ hahah

charlotte yap may not be a pretty sight

but she's got guts.

and i'm sleepy.

and joshua is full of crap.

and please stop throwing my blanco cover around

wassup, man :D

-bursts into pure, unadulterated laughter

2005-04-17T10:45:00.000-07:00

my heart is on my sleeve

wear it like a bruise or blackeye

my badge, my witness

that means that i believed

every single lie you said

danceworks was rocking.

guess what, category one was won by ..

ACPS! hahah sam and i have turned pro AC :D

what's with all the making out in carriages anyway

i got jabbed in all places on the crowded train home

whacked under the chin

these imbeciles.

2005-04-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

gonna watch danceworks later ! (:

stace, sam and jac and some other people

who i have yet to know of

it's a rainy saturday.

i realise i actually like going to school

SOMETIMES

at least i quit slobbing around.

i'm sucha slug.

yeah, jerk it out

hello, so

2005-04-15T09:50:00.000-07:00

new blog, new life. decided to revert to good old blogspot.

it's darn late /:

SNORES.